At London’s graveside service I had written down some thoughts to share and asked Steve to read them at her service. I wanted to share it with you today, just some of my thoughts on our sweet baby girl. It was pouring rain when we gathered at the cemetery and surrounded London’s grave. Everyone huddled together under numerous umbrellas. The flowers and casket were simple and beautiful. We kept the service short, just my words read by Steve, a gorgeous musical number by talented friends, Steve shared his thoughts and feelings, and then Steve’s dad dedicated the grave through a beautiful pray. I was so pleased with how it all came together, such a beautiful way to celebrate our girl and put her body to rest until we see her again. I’ll share more about this day later, but today I’ll share the words that I wrote.
“When I first saw London in the hospital, the beauty and the sweetness of her filled my soul. In that moment I knew it was worth it and I would do it all over again just to have that little bit of time with our baby girl. The heartache, the fear, the sleepless nights, the sacrifice, all of it was one hundred percent worth it to have her as our daughter, and for that cherished hour with our girl in this earthly life.
We celebrate her life today with white and baby pink roses, with cakes and balloons. We sing songs that have meaning to our family and share scriptures and quotes that remind us of the beauty and teachings that we hold dear. We dressed her in white, knowing she is pure and perfect. We bury her close to us so we can always keep her our thoughts, as a member of our family who just isn’t with us right now.
She will forever be in my thoughts as a daily reminder of something to work towards and look forward to. We will spend our lives working to be tried and tested, perfected, to live in this imperfect world and learn all that we need to learn to be worthy to return to our Heavenly Father, something that her spirit only needed an hour on this earth to do. Every holiday, family event, birthday, and celebration she will be remembered and missed.